Anonymous said: Hey, I hope you have a fantabulous day! I hope the sun is nice and warm where you are!
Aw, thank you anon! It is just the right amount of sun here actually, very nice fall day for sure. I hope things are nice where you are!
I met this albino Raven named Pearl today. It is only one of four known albino Ravens in the whole world.
Pearl lives in this woman’s house. The handler has a permit, and the bird is property of the government (like hawks and falcons). She is affiliated with the California Wildlife Center. Every time the handler stopped petting Pearl she started cawing. She really likes affection.
(via shad17)
I need your help. No, I’m not asking for money.
Fall and winter are really bad seasons for me. As a child, 90% of the traumatic things that happened to me happened during those months. The last few years, it hasn’t hit me as hard.
Why?
I was using drugs. It was easier than feeling.
I got clean in August. I can feel the anxiety and anger coming on like they always do. I feel like I’m going to go to a dark place this year, and I’m scared. I’m scared. I’m anxious. I’m angry. But I’m hopeful. I know I can make it through, but I would appreciate your help.
The link leads to my askbox. I turned on anon for this, even though I really didn’t want to. All I’m asking for is this: if you see this, leave me a message. Something positive. If you had a good day, tell me about it. If you heard about something cute, let me know. If you have a message of hope, an inspirational song, or experience with any kind of struggles, share it with me. Please. And reblog this. Because I’m going to need a lot of help to make it through this year. I really don’t want to get a Clean for Eternity coin before I get a one year key tag. I really don’t want to end up horribly depressed and suicidal.
Please.
What did you do now
Um. I wrote a fic. For um… Breaking Bad. It’s uh… maybe it’s NSFW? Maybe it’s not? I dunno. It’s mostly just abusive and awful. Not… sexual or anything, I guess but someone might interpret it that way??? I’ve only seen like a season and a half of the show. I’m really proud of how it came out but I also feel kinda bad about it. Herpderp.
Welp. I’m not sure if I feel ashamed or not.
Kind of ashamed. Kind of not. I did write the thing though. That was fun. Fun and awkward.
I’m not sure why stress sometimes results in my brain being fixated on fictional character abuse but here we are. It is so bad right now that I’m having trouble focusing on work. I am mentally writing fanfiction for shows I’ve barely seen. Ugh I’m so creepy and weird.
(Source: exoticshorthairs, via thelivingautomaton)
So physically anxious that I can’t handle Breaking Bad playing within earshot. Yeesh. Now I remember why I can only handle that show sometimes, it’s too intense for me. I’m so lame.
Sudden Lightwaves and DE feels
Ugh why
